I was never really interested in school and conventional modes of tuition taught in today paradigm so i always felt out of sorts and like i don't belong cause as much as i tried i wanted something different. Never knew what it was until the past year and a bit. It seemed that it was the beginning of something new that has pushed me to dive even deeper into my mind and deeper into my search of .... More. The search first ended up with a man called John Kehoe and his book on mind power into the 21st Century. After reading i was so inspired that i joined his course that Robin Banks was doing and that really helped because it got my mind moving in the right direction. The only problem was that i couldnt finish a 30 day program!I allowed too much nanas to get into my brain and deter me from my continuous exercised i need to do. Within the last year i have expanded my mind. I read all the info on the internet that would satisfy me and looked for all type of courses i could go on to teach me how to be happy and have anything i wanted.I bought alot of crap before i found the goodies i was looking for and most of it had to be bought off the internet and was not really given in a practical course in South Africa. After some searching i found SAIH (South African Institute of Hypnotism), they taught me how to make with my brainwaves through auto-hypnosis or self hypnosis: by dropping my brains frequency from Beta (normal speaking and conscious interaction) to Alpha which is at about 8-12 Hz through relaxation. Once in alpha one can selectively choose to think about what ever without lots of mind chatter and self imposed distractions. This brain wave is magnificent, it allows a person to dive deep into their mind. One would be able to find memories you would struggle to access in higher frequency because it allows access into the subconscious which has access to our dreams, latent talents and even our future! Not to mention the healing that can be done with the subconscious... Really powerful stuff! In playing with hypnosis i learnt that hypnosis is natural. Our mind and body have the answers to everything, its not in a pill or in an institution or in what we have fooled ourselves into thinking what life is. More about that in my next few blogs cos as this is just an intro... In my search for more i became a course junkie, moving from one alternative healing modality to the next (this was actually only over a year and a half period which seemed like 3 years cos of the extensive knowledge and growth i had gone through.) but even with this knowledge i still could'nt get to finish a 30day program. So search continues...
I came across a special form of healing called theta healing. Basically by accessing the theta brainwave state, the observer would be able to access a power greater than what we can ever feel in the conscious state. I've managed to see glimpses of who i really am. It's a funny thing that question and i pose it to anyone to answer... Who am I? In short this is a multi faceted question of which needs courage and a sense of responsibility. One needs to search with patience and vigilance and as humans i have realized the search never ends. Even after we die.
I've asked myself this question a few times and i've found the answers in playing with my brainwaves. This may seem like something special but it isn't, every human being has the ability because it is natural and we do it subconsciously to focus, remember and communicate with people. I've found that these brainwave states are also what connects us to the Divine, Creator, Universe or God. I have learnt these teachings from some cool regular people. People that in there own way have shown me and many others how to harness the truth that is within all of us. Hypnosis is natural and so is theta. Getting into these states are natural processes of life, we do this daily. When we sleep eg: REM sleep or downloading past memories and recalling information which is the theta brain wave state. When we are extremely focused or when we are doing subconscious actions like tying our shoe laces, driving a car.
In my personal search I have put myself in the back seat for a long time. The tym4change has come. Tomorrow i begin a 90 Day program, its one that i have developed and put off for about 4 years. I have finally decided on my goals and I'm finally ready to put my plans into action. The program is segmented into 21 days of which i have specific plans as to what i intend to complete and put out to you so others can watch me achieve my goals with relative ease.